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I have some good news and bad news.

The good news is: kita dah sebulan lbey blaja kt KMTPh. alaun pn da masuk. so, memang sronok la. membe-membe kt sini plak, lbey kurang je kepale nye. memang enjoy la duk kt sini..

Ni tyme hari last MPPB. Habis kita semua diTEPUNGkan.hak3!!

Yang ni name dye Wan.

Yang mengerikan tu plak, Zhaf

Yang ni name nye Smith.

The bad news is..I have to leave this college...

Don't worry guys.i'll never forget all of you.hahahaha (:

and...antara mereka-mereka ni, ad lagi seorang permata yang I newly discovered..;)

P/S: kpd mereka yg gmbo ny xsempat di upload..I am so so so so sorry.sebab...biase la.wifi college.paham2 je la.huhuhuhu :P

END of Scene: That's a wrap!

                I heard sweet chirps in my ears. I couldn’t exactly remember that I had sleep for how long. As I opened my eyes again for the first time, bright sunlight nearly made me blind. I breathe in fresh air…and smiled. “Today is a new day,” I whispered to myself.

                I went downstairs for breakfast. However, I am always alone as both of my parents were much earlier than me as they need to hurry for their work. While spreading some butter on the bread, something crossed my mind. Something that is much related to me, a word. “Alone”

                Three years ago, Jennifer Watson or Jenny or mostly familiar to be called as “Jen”… She left me alone. Neglecting my feelings and everything, she’d gone for her choice with other guy. However, thanks to Him, we were later be friends again, yet we are best friends now.

                One year back, Sophie and her twin had cheated me at the time I started to adore her. Once, they said that they share their phone number. Until I discovered that everything was totally a big lie from them. Sophie left me alone and made me as a piece from the dump. How dare you!

                It took months for me to recover from this ‘illness’. Gratefully, I managed to do so. “What goes around comes around,” as Timberlake said in his song, I believe that whatever happened to me has its own goodness and badness. And I believe, they’ll also get ‘something’. It’s just a matter of time; maybe it’ll be sooner or later in the future. So, Rihanna said, “live your life” and that’s what I’m going to do. “Live Your Life to the Max!” – Fly.fm

Epilogue:

Jenny met this guy and lived happily with him and she’s been a good friend of mine and we are still in touch.

Sophie, I don’t know. Maybe she found what she’d look for. Hope she’ll be happy in her life.

Sophie’s twin… still in touch with me. But, we are no longer close friend like what we used to be.

After all, everybody now is continuing our studies in colleges. Which mean we are stepping into adulthood, soon.

Me? I am still an ordinary person that’ll act extraordinary as I believe, “With great power, comes great responsible”.

*All characters are not related to anyone alive or dead…

This is just a piece of mind…

ACT 07: Final Act (Part 2 )

Author: I'm sorry for not continuing the second part of ACT 07. Actually, I don't want to remember the 'dark' plot anymore. In fact, I'd erase everything out of my mind long before I planned to continue the second part of this ACT. However, today I'll try to end this act as simple as I can. Enjoy your readin' fellas.

It started rain heavily as I arrived at the station and it was already at 1600 hours. Rainy weather means more slippery road surface and of course...wet. Even worse, I didn’t expect that day were going to rain. So, I left my raincoat at home! “Ah! There they are…” they arrived…finally..

                “So, where do we eat? I’m starv…” “I’m sorry but I think we can’t go and eat along with you. Our bus is at 5,” she interrupted. It was fine for me eventhough I am really starving at that time. So, I waited for her get into her bus along with her friends. Suddenly, a best friend of mine which was also my competitor came and she instantly went to go and chat with him.

I heard some noise about what were they talking (about having a meal that time). “How about if we go and eat now?” “Sounds good,” she said. Feeling unneeded. I went off to my bike. It was still raining that evening. Without thinking much, I ride my bike and stop for a while near her at the platform to say goodbye. Unfortunately, that was my bad day. Accidently, my bike slides along the platform with a few people watching as I pressed the throttle. She, however acted that I was not there! No one helped me. In fact, she didn’t at least look at me lying on earth!

I stood up and reignited my bike and off I went. I learnt that she didn’t even need me! I was hurt; effect from the accident. But deep inside … I was injured much more than what I felt after I felt. Goodbye Sophie.

*All characters are not related to anyone alive or dead…

This is just a piece of mind…

Cover for Chemistry Report

P/S: These copy might not the real A4 size..

An Evening Trip

17.04.10

It's past 1300hours that day. I felt too bored. So, I text Zambri and Fitri(Teen Next Doors) *both are 16 and they live next doors a.k.a my neighbors!

I wrote: jom g tloh (Temerloh) ptg japg

Zambri replied: ble?

I replied: kul 2lbey kang

Fitri replied: tatau ag. ptg kang aq ade keje la.

I replied: kul 2 lbey kang, ak gerak.ikot ko r nk g ke x. ak bebile pn orait je

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So, off we went. The main objective is to meet Rafiq a.k.a SilverX (refer www.myanimelist.net) as I wanted to borrow anime DVDs from him. Besides, I wanted to borrow Adobe Photoshop CD from him too. Late that evening, we rushed home. However, the approximately 46km journey went not very smooth for us as it started rain heavily at the final 20km… Heavy downpours do hurt us a lot every time they hit our skin. I’d never thought that it’ll rain as we took off in a very bright weather. 1900hours, we reached home at last. 98.9% wet (except our head – wearing helmet, maa…). It still rains so I took the chance to get in the rain with Zambri…again! But then, I took my bathe…END OF DAY (+_+)

           

ACT 07: Final Act (Part 1)

“Are you coming? Great! Well, can’t wait to see you…both! Yeah, see yak!” call ended. I couldn’t wait to meet her again after these while; since I moved. It was 2 days before the event; Graduation Day. The moment that I’d be waiting to meet her again and I dreamt about her that night, huh! Silly me.

           

As I wanted everything to be perfect for that day, I made an early preparation and the night before the event, I slept early… However, when I woke up… “Damn it! I forgot to set my alarm!! I’m dead! It’s going to be late for the event!!” So, I boosted myself and get done all the basic things after we woke up…in a rush. I ran downstairs, grabbed a toast and started the engine.

            With the usual loud Vroom, I went smoothly on the road with my superbike and managed to reach at the venue in just about an hour. The hall was still not full that time. So I decided to walk to the nearest café for a drink. I ordered a cup of hot coffee for my day breaker. Then I called her, “Hey, when will you arrive?” as she travelled by train, it took about 2 or 3 hours to be there from where they were when I called. She came with some friends. “Don’t worry. We’ll be there soon.” Call ended.

            Minutes after mid-day…the event had come to its end and I have no idea where she was that time. So, I decided to hang out with Feez, Min, Jake, and Hap. We celebrate our great achievement in the past Master Examination at a fast food restaurant. I felt like there’s butterfly in my stomach so I texted her.

          mynameis wrote: where’d u been? I didn’t c u anywhere ;(

            sheissophie wrote: Burö (office).u?

            mynameis wrote: I’ll wait cha at d station. Who’s follow?

            sheissophie wrote: usual.

            mynameis wrote: got it. Hurry up.

            sheissophie wrote: ok, c ya.. :)

“Usual”...which means, Choo, Feng, and Sophie’s twin; Chloe are with her. But Sophie has a twin? Yeah, she has.

It started rain heavily as I arrived at the station and it was already at 1600 hours. Rainy weather means more slippery road surface and of course...wet. Even worse, I didn’t expect that day were going to rain. So, I left my raincoat at home! “Ah! There they are…” they arrived…finally.

…TO BE CONTINUED

*All characters are not related to anyone alive or dead…

This is just a piece of mind…

LOVE

L-O-V-E (Nat King Cole)

 

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you can adore

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you can adore

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
 

Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you

Hehe..testing..testing

HD trial

 

  

Dapat idea ni time dload wallpaper>theme>valentine

tpnyer..

Dload fail..

So

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menjana idea la menggunakan ape yang ade.huhu

p/s:kalo shantek..gtau

Subject is right to copy

+sheisyaya+

+mynameisalan+

ACT 06: Revive

I was in the car when I saw a red Gallardo stopped next to mine at a traffic light. That Lamborghini machine had been modified for its engine system as it vroomed furiously. In it, I saw a lady. She’s very beautiful as beautiful as the girl that stole my heart in my secondary school, 10 years back. When the light turned green, the red Gallardo with nice swirl vinyl on it went forward with a loud vroom! Assuming that as a challenge, I instantly drove my black Evo to catch her. Luckily, my Mitsubishi built monster had been extremely modified as it can reach up to 350 MPH!

The outrun went for about 25 minutes. The best was the downhill drift. It took me quite hard to get pass over her until she blinked her emergency lights. She went for emergency stop by the roadside. That’s my chance so I stepped still on my pedal and went fast after her. I could smell the aroma of winning until I realized that… “Stupid! Idiot!” I shouted to myself in car. I did the Rodeo on road before I headed back to her. My instinct strongly said that the girl was her! I have to help her.

From far, I could see smoke coming out from the opened hood. She just stood by her Gallardo. Waiting for cars that pass by. “Whoa! Blow me down!” This is really her, exactly like Sophie! I went out from my car, “hey, what’s wrong with your ride?” “Oh, I am not really sure why but I saw sparks before it slowed down,” from her worried tone and soft voice she replied me, I knew that it was Sophie! I recognized her voice eventhough I haven’t hear it for a quite long time.

I checked her car a bit and made a call. “Ey man, a red Gallardo at Route 66 for ya. Broke down. ASAP. I’ll catch you up later.” I told my men to tow the car and take it to my garage. “Don’t worry. I’ll fix that for you. You just overheat it. Look, your radiator’s empty.” Accidently, I touched the very hot radiator. “Hey, are you alright?” she rushed to me and checked my hand. “Oh, I’m fine, Sophie. I just accidently touch it…” she stunned and looked at my face. “How did you know my name? Have we met before?” She asked me. Oops! My bad. “Err..I’m sorry. I don’t think we have met before. Sophie is actually my best buddy’s name. Are you Sophie too? He..he..”

I asked her to get inside my car and off we went. I drove calmly as I was very happy to meet her again after this while. “Sophie, it’s very nice to meet you today. Let’s go for a drink before I send you home. Don’t worry, my treat, ok?” She smiled at once. Thank god, she smiled again at me! At the restaurant, I’d order iced lemon tea and lemon cheese cake for both of us. “Are you a mind reader? these are my favorite! Thanks ya!” she excitedly said it to me. Sophie doesn’t chance at all. She’s still the same person that I adore long ago. We enjoyed the meal with joy.

“So, tell me something about your past,” Sophie said. My heart beat fast suddenly.“Sophie, look… I have something to tell you and I hope that you won’t get mad. Actually, I was in the same class, middle school and neighborhood with you sometimes ago. Remember Slay?” Once again, she stunned. “Are you…”

“Yes, it’s me.” She stopped eating and played with the crump with her fork. “Why did you leave me after that day? I’ve been waiting for you the whole time! Don’t you even care about my feelings? I missed you like crazy!” I saw tears downpour her cheeks. She blushed. I handed her my handkerchief and she wipe them off.

            “I rushed home that day. I was so scared to face with you again and I forgot to tell you that I am moving out on the next day. Mom told me that you came but I can’t help myself that time. I was too ill to come and see you. I sat up whole night crying. After we moved, I couldn’t find your address or phone number or anything. I was so sad you know. Sophie, I’m sorry…” she still sad. From her eyes, I could feel that she’s still angry at me. I know she also has something to tell me.

She looked up and said, “That evening, I wanted to tell you everything about your letter. I wanted to tell you about us and about Hans. Actually, he was a…” I put my index finger on her lips assigning her to stop. Then I added, “A student-exchange participant. I accidently met him and he told me everything. I knew I was wrong.” She was calmer after that. “So, we cool?” she nodded and pinched my hand. With her smile, she said, “Promise me that you will never leave me again?” “Ouch! Alright… I promise.” We went out from the restaurant side by side, holding hands. “Sophie… Keep smiling. You’re so beautiful when you smile.”

*All characters are not related to anyone alive or dead.

This is just a piece of mind…

THE TRUTH UNVEILED!

*Who is Hans?

            Hans, the new boy in our class was the boy that I was Jealous of because I thought that Sophie will get along with him. Actually, he got no friend there as he was just a temporary student there.

*The letter I gave to Sophie is like this…

Sophie, I am sorry for acting strange after these while, actually I wanted to tell you that I like you so much and it’s ok if you don’t like me because I think you have your own choice already. I knew that I had made a lot of mistakes to you. I am the one who made our friendship became like this. I realized that I shouldn’t do that to you. From the bottom of my heart, I wanted to say sorry to you for all my wrong doings. I knew that I have too over the limit and I don’t have my guts to say sorry to you. I hoped that you’ll accept my apologize and please tell me what should I do to bring back our friendship.  Sincerely, I am begging you to forgive me and I really need you, best friend. However, I know that it would be hard for you to forgive me. So, it’s up to you then. By the way, best of luck for the coming examination.

Bye…

*…and this was just a long dream. I was very ill that evening and I blacked out for a few days. When I woke up, I was in the hospital and Sophie was by my side. She accepted my apologize and we became close again after that. ;)

ACT 05: Screwed Up

“But if I let you go,

I will never know,

What my life would be,

Holding you close to me,

Will I ever see?

You smiling back at me,

How will I know?

If I let you go…”

Chorus from the song by Westlife; If I Let You Go filled up the space of my bedroom. I leaned against the wall, looking outside of my room where I saw 2 pigeons relaxing on an Oak tree. “Will I ever see, you smiling back at me…How will I know?” The lyric deeply struck my heart. What have I done?! Gaps… The song continued playing “Seasons in the Sun”. I flew 2 or 3 months back.

The song entitled, Lucky by Json Mraz and Colbie Caillat aired by Fly.fm which was my favorite radio station. “Hey Slay, do you think that I’ll be lucky enough to falling love with my best friend?” I spoke to Slay through the phone. He laughed at me and asked me whether I had fallen in love with someone. I didn’t think so. But deep in my heart, I thought so. “Hee…Hee…maybe,” I said. “So, let me guess then. Is the person has blonde long hair and a pair of glazing blue eyes?” I didn’t reply him as fast as he thought I will. However, I cackled a bit had made him assume my answer as “YES”.

She’s the only best friend that I have. I didn’t know since when did I start to have feelings on her. This South Bay View-born girl has her own characters that I adore. Chinese mix blood, good looking and has a fair family background. However, that’s not the facts why did I love her. I love when she is smiling. It’s so sweet. Soft-spoken, determined and a child-loving person. Usually, when I hanged out with the boys, her name often being spoken among us. Why? Sophie was admired by most of us. I just smiled. Gladfully, I’m her best friend after all.

So, when I told Slay that I admired only Sophie, he said that he would help me in this because I didn’t dare enough and didn’t know how could I tell her about my feelings. “Don’t worry dude. I’ll help. One day, I am sure that she’ll be yours as you’ve seek the Guru which is me to help you…HA! HA! HA!” We both burst out a loud laugh.

Slay helped me a lot to get Sophie. We both pretended that I didn’t know that Slay was helping me and I thought that Sophie wouldn’t discover that Slay and I were in the same team! PLAN A…succeeded. It was 2 weeks before Christmas. I thought that it would be the best time to tell her about my feelings by myself. However, bad luck! She started to avoid me! (At once, I guessed that she knew about the plans between me and Slay). So, I didn’t have any chance to tell her. Since that day, dark clouds covered my sky.

It was spring already which means only a few weeks left before the Master Examination! Quite a big problem for me, I guessed. I believed that I could make it. However, I still didn’t have any answer to get rid these dark clouds (to find the solution between me and her). As usual, I switched my stereo up to its volume limit and suddenly song from One Republic played. “It’s too late to apologize…It’s too late…” I quickly muted the stereo. Damn! How could the stereo read my feelings?! Creepy… So, I skipped the track and played song by Jojo, “Too Little Too Late”.

Arghh!! I have to overcome this. Sophie, please tell me what should I do to make you smile back at me? I hate every time you show me your sour face (no smile at all). Please don’t be too serious. Then, I took out a piece of paper and wrote something and hoping that Sophie would read it if I handed it to her later.

“Sophie, I knew that I had made a lot of mistakes to you. I am the one who made our friendship became like this. I realized that I shouldn’t do that to you. From the bottom of my heart, I wanted to say sorry to you for all my wrong doings. I knew that I have too over the limit and I don’t have my guts to say sorry to you. I hoped that you’ll accept my apologize and please tell me what should I do to bring back our friendship.  Sincerely, I am begging you to forgive me and I really need you, best friend. However, I know that it would be hard for you to forgive me. So, it’s up to you then.”

I’m screwed up. Served me right! If I knew this was going to happen, I won’t do anything! I was confused. Now, I just want everything to be normal again like before. I really hope that Sophie will smile back to me. That’ll be just enough. However, Sophie keeps showing me her sour-looking and serious face. She didn’t want to talk to me at all. Every night before sleep I’ll pray, “ I wish I had never done that”.

*All characters are not related to anyone alive or dead.

This is just a piece of mind…

ACT 04: The Awaken

            Dinner was usual. Everything went normal except for me. “Achtung...Achtung... (Attention in Germany) Daddy have a good news and a bad news. The good news is I’ll double your pocket money starting next month and we will have a brand new PS3 at our home.” More pocket money? “Great dad! Thanks dad! But what’s the bad news then?”

            It was my last day at Jackson’s High. I felt so sad to leave everybody there. Next week, I’m going to a new school. Dad was being proposed as a manager at his company new outlet in Sunny Ville. So we are moving out in 2 days. Deep inside me, I knew that this will be the new beginning. So I left Jackson’s High with memories of Jenny Watson.

            I still remember, I was in the car when I saw a beautiful girl just about my age strolling at the park with her friends. Among them, she was the one who caught my attention. I was fascinated by her lovely face, sweet smile and her blonde hair. That was the first time, I guessed that I admired a girl.

            It was the first day at my new school. Everything seemed to be too awkward for me. I felt like I was stranded in the land of no man. I was alone there until I went into my new class.

            “Class, meet our new member. Please give a brief about yourself.”

            “Hi guys, I just moved here. Still a lot to learn and I need helps from you. That all, thank you.”

Mr. Jones asked James to move back So that I can sit at his place. The seat was comfortable. I can see the whiteboard clearly. I was looking around the class until…

            “Hi! I’m Sophie. Nice to meet you.” My heart suddenly beat fast as it would blow soon. I blushed and shake her hand. “She’s the one that I saw in the park before!” I couldn’t believe myself sitting next to my admired girl in the class! Gosh…till the end of the day, I remained silent at my place…

            Later, we had become a very close friend. Everyday, we’ll study together at home. In fact, we also walk to school together. She lived just 3 blocks next to my house. Every time we are together, I felt like in heaven with a very beautiful angel by my side.

            One day, I asked Mom how does it feel when a person falls in love? She said that the person will always think about the loved one and sometimes they’ll act like a crazy man (smiling alone)… Just like you.” Then she laughed at me and added, “Honey, tell me who is that lucky girl? Sophie probably?” Mom’s always right. But I denied about the feeling because I thought that It’ll be too soon as we just known for each other for a couple of months. Even more, I don’t know how to tell her about this. Maybe I am scared about my past… but it’s better to try. So, I’ll wait for it.

*All characters are not related to anyone alive or dead.

This is just a piece of mind…

ACT 03: Strike Two

There were screams all around me. I opened my eyes and I was shocked as I am on a seat in the middle of thousands people watching a baseball game. I couldn’t remember where and what was the last thing I did before I got there. Creepy but that was fine. People around me shouted, “Red Sox! Red Sox!” while on the other side of the stadium shouted, “White Sox! White Sox!” sometimes, they would yell extremely happy and sometimes, boo-ing the oppose team. I am with Red Sox’s fan but am I one of them? I couldn’t remember. However, the match was very enjoying for me.

                “Strike two!!” I was shocked again and opened my eyes widely. My action had made everything around me seemed like being sucked into a vanish point. Until I suddenly realized that I was alone in the complete darkness in front of the idiot box showing the match between Red Sox and White Sox that time. I knocked my head and smiled, “it was just a dream. Silly me.” I went downstairs straight to the kitchen. I sat on a chair and drank my favorite night beverage after all, the best from the fridge; a glass of fresh milk. I sat there calmly until the voice saying “strike two” before that distracted me and made me sank into the memory when Jenny stroke again.

                I was online that time and she was also online (thanks again to technology). So, we chatted through an instant messaging system. A quite long conversation about nothing much than teasing each other until she finally said, “I broke someone’s heart and I don’t want to repeat it again”. My heart suddenly beat fast. So I asked her many questions about her statement afterwards.

                I can’t deny that I still have feeling at her that time. So, I kept wondering if the person was me. But, I was wrong. Definitely wrong! It was the other guy who won her heart after me. His name was… (A secret). However, I’d be able to control myself this time. I asked her about his new love’s characteristics and what so ever about him. How shocking, she answered me wholeheartedly! Actually I don’t really sure about it but I could feel that she was very in love with that guy that time. Once again, she asked me, “Please… please… please forget me.” But then she asked me to accept her as my best friend.

                “Aren’t we best friend after this while?” I said. She gladded. I asked for an excuse then I signed out. Deep in my heart, another phrase written…

“Strike Two”

Jenny, how could you do this to me? Yes. It’s true that you were not repeating your mistake for breaking one’s heart. But you done it twice at me and I didn’t know how many times more that you broke people’s heart. Remember what you said when we split up that time? You said that you wanted to avoid other distraction in your study and don’t want to be in a hard way to achieve success. I agreed with you that time.

                But what about now? I don’t know if you had already achieved your goal in study. In fact, how you could instantly picked up a guy to be your mate and then you simple dump them all. This is puppy love! A very short euphoria. I was sad for you. I finished up my drink and went upstairs. I closed my eyes and when I opened it again, I saw Jenny in front of me. I don’t know whether it was a dream or what. The only thing that was in my mind that time was the words that I wanted to throw out at her.

                Silent. Then I said, “Jen, congrats and thank you very much. You’re not repeating your mistake for breaking my heart but you successfully done breaking it continuously by having a new boyfriend at the time I was still hoping at you. I am not angry at you but I don’t trust you anymore! Maybe all girls are same just like you!” I opened my eyes and felt that my pillow was wet because of my tears.

                After we broke up, I never fall in love with other girl but Jenny? I don’t want to think about her anymore. I hope that she’ll be happy with her life. Oh! I couldn’t sleep. So, I opened my T.V again and the same voice shouted,

“STRIKE THREE!! You’re OUT!!”

Red Sox fairly won the game that night.

*All characters are not related to anyone alive or dead.

This is just a piece of mind…

ACT 02: Strike!

“Teacher’s coming!” shouted Ash, the class monitor or even more famous with his nickname; Ash the CM. His shouts caught our nerves to go and sit at our own desk and pretended that we were studying as Miss Natasha is well-known by her undetectable-anger-reaction if she saw us not studying. “Morning, class.” She laid out her beautiful smile on her face once she entered our class. We were all glad and the most was me as I was sleeping soundly before that. Ha! Ha!

                She then wrote L-O-V-E on the whiteboard in front and she turned towards us. She then said,

“Love is the greatest gift in this whole world. It’s a common thing that’ll happen naturally all around us. So, as for today, I’d love to give you a task. Write an essay about love, more than 300 words like usual and hand it to me in my next class on Thursday. Got it?”

“Yess, Miss Natasha…”  We replied her. Great! More homework for us. For me! God, I already had piles of homework since yesterday and more this morning...ARGHH!!

                I went home with lazy steps. I lay down on my bed, thinking of what Miss Natasha said in the class this morning. Just a few blinks then past time memories struck my mind. It happened about a year back when I was in 4^th Grade. With the purpose to compete in study, we tied a serious relationship with Jenny. We never meet before but our relationship grew as time passed since nowadays technology made the world at our fingertip. So, I set my mind to study harder so that I will be able to meet her one day in the university. We exchanged examinations papers as we both were studying in different school and state.

                My feelings grew stronger towards her day after day. However, I didn’t know about her feelings towards me. How sad… In the third semester break, I lost my mobile phone. So we had lost contact for quite sometime. I felt very sad that time. Luckily, I managed to get a new mobile phone and number. Unfortunately, an incident happened 2 days after I called her for the first time with my new number.

                “I know that it’s hard for you to accept this and so do I. However, I’ve been thinking after this while and I guessed, this is the best for us; for our studies and future undertake. Please forget me”. Call ended. Once again, I felt like falling down from a very tall building like what I felt when she accepted to be my love. But, the difference for this time is, I hit the ground. For me, she was everything. She’s my life. After all, how do I live without her?

That incident took me seriously as I couldn’t perform well in my examinations after that. It took me for quite a long time to stand my ground again. I asked advices from the elders… I deeply thought about what they said but she was my first love!

“Puppy love. That’s what the reality was,” my heart said to me one day. Everyday, I would sit near the lake and think about what happened to me. Until one day, I concluded everything and I was happy again after that.

                I am still too young to understand the true meaning of love yet not too old to feel that feeling. Jenny was not my first love after all. She was just a girl that knocked my heart. And she is not related to my blood ship (what am I saying?). My future is still bright and so I don’t want to darken it because of this puppy love matter. So, what should I do?

                I told Jenny that I accepted that we’re broke up. I thanked her for everything and for being my very close friend after all. At least, she’s still my girlfriend. Urmm… I meant that she’s my friend and obviously she is a girl, right? Ha! Ha! Ha! What a memory… since that day, I had been more focused on my study and never fall in love again. So, I continued writing my essay for Miss Natasha. But deep in my heart, it’s written…

                “Strike One”

*All characters are not related to anyone alive or dead.

This is just a piece of mind…

ACT 01: Untitled

Beep! Beep!

"Phone's ringing! Hey you! Pick up the phone!" my phone screamed out to its maximum volume assigning that a SMS arrived into my inbox. I read it immediately with my heart beat fast because I was shocked by my own ringtone (actually I was watching the film Jack the Reaper at that time).

"Gosh! Who did send this message to me?" I said with a low voice after seeing a phone number instead of the sender's name which meant that I didn't know this person at all!

 

"Hi! Remember me?"

Damn, I hate this kind of message as I am poor in remembering things or people or even anything (Ha! Ha! Silly, me). So, I replied, "I don't think I know you. May I know who are you please?"

Then I waited nervously as I continued to watch that scary movie. Suddenly, I was shocked again. A replied message from that person. I kept it aside for a while as I was focusing on the movie that I watched.

 

    "Hey, relax. I'm Jenny Watson from Jackson's High".

Oh! I knew her before. We met at the time when I was doing some graphics for my website. I visited her website and that's how I got her Instant Message ID. After the first time we chat, we often meet via IM through the net. However, I never meet her. In fact, I didn't even know her much. What a flashback! Back to the SMS. After I replied her, we kept in touch. We nurtured our relationship through time. By the way, thanks to technology invention nowadays.

 

After about a month SMS-ing, I thought that it's the best time to take another step in our relationship. I called her and we talked for the first time that evening. From the call I made, I knew that she is a soft-spoken person. Her voice was so cute and cuddles. I often imagined that her face was pretty as Megan Foxx so my curiosity grew every time she refuses to show me her picture. So, I remained calm and relaxed. I kept waiting and we were connected via SMS-es and phone calls.

 

    One day, I received a parcel from her. A cute red box with teddy bears cartoon on it. Inside, she gave me her biography, a fridge magnet (with cute kitten picture on it) and a very cute, blue colored photo frame. I searched more inside the box and I found it! Yes! There was it! The one that I been waited for so long. Picture of her… I immediately called her after that.

"Jen, thanks for the parcel. But, where's your photo? I don't see it anywhere inside the box?"

"What?! No picture of mine? How could it be?" She asked me to re-check the parcel she gave with her nervous voice. I laughed and said to her that the box contained (the things I mentioned before) and "What is this? Jen, did you give me a picture of a model from the magazine? She's great!" then we both burst out laughs.

 

    She was very beautiful! Gorgeous. Not much differences than what I imagined her to be like (Megan Foxx). He…He… If I meet her again in the future, I will choose her to be my life partner. However, we both still studying. I still remember on 8^th December, I said something that changed everything in our relationship. Everyday in a week before that, I always said to her to never say goodbye even whether before sleep or when the time we were a bit busy. I said to her like this,

"Hey Jen, remember this. Never say goodbye...or it'll spoil."

 

    I knew that she won't understand it at all until the date she called me and said,

"Hey there. I just want you to know that from now on until forever, I will never say goodbye to you. Because now I understand what do you meant by that. I promise you that I will never spoil this relationship. Thanks a lot. I love you!" call ended. Whoa! I felt like falling down from the 30^th floor of a building! Was that a dream?! I couldn't believe it at once.

 

    Jenny Watson. As sweet as her name. She's beautiful, gorgeous, soft-spoken, caring and more other good qualities that I bet every man wanted their dream girl to be. Just for Jenny, I promised you that I won't betray the trust you gave. You made my dream come true. Thank you so much.

 

    However, this was not the end of my story. In fact, this is the beginning of the new story of my life. It was two years before. Now, I wished that I had never said those words.

 

 

 

*All characters are not related to anyone who are alive or dead.

This is just a piece of mind…