Tuesday, February 23, 2010
HD trial
Dapat idea ni time dload wallpaper>theme>valentine
tpnyer..
Dload fail..
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menjana idea la menggunakan ape yang ade.huhu
p/s:kalo shantek..gtau
Subject is right to copy
Monday, February 15, 2010
ACT 06: Revive
I was in the car when I saw a red Gallardo stopped next to mine at a traffic light. That Lamborghini machine had been modified for its engine system as it vroomed furiously. In it, I saw a lady. She’s very beautiful as beautiful as the girl that stole my heart in my secondary school, 10 years back. When the light turned green, the red Gallardo with nice swirl vinyl on it went forward with a loud vroom! Assuming that as a challenge, I instantly drove my black Evo to catch her. Luckily, my Mitsubishi built monster had been extremely modified as it can reach up to 350 MPH!
The outrun went for about 25 minutes. The best was the downhill drift. It took me quite hard to get pass over her until she blinked her emergency lights. She went for emergency stop by the roadside. That’s my chance so I stepped still on my pedal and went fast after her. I could smell the aroma of winning until I realized that… “Stupid! Idiot!” I shouted to myself in car. I did the Rodeo on road before I headed back to her. My instinct strongly said that the girl was her! I have to help her.
From far, I could see smoke coming out from the opened hood. She just stood by her Gallardo. Waiting for cars that pass by. “Whoa! Blow me down!” This is really her, exactly like Sophie! I went out from my car, “hey, what’s wrong with your ride?” “Oh, I am not really sure why but I saw sparks before it slowed down,” from her worried tone and soft voice she replied me, I knew that it was Sophie! I recognized her voice eventhough I haven’t hear it for a quite long time.
I checked her car a bit and made a call. “Ey man, a red Gallardo at Route 66 for ya. Broke down. ASAP. I’ll catch you up later.” I told my men to tow the car and take it to my garage. “Don’t worry. I’ll fix that for you. You just overheat it. Look, your radiator’s empty.” Accidently, I touched the very hot radiator. “Hey, are you alright?” she rushed to me and checked my hand. “Oh, I’m fine, Sophie. I just accidently touch it…” she stunned and looked at my face. “How did you know my name? Have we met before?” She asked me. Oops! My bad. “Err..I’m sorry. I don’t think we have met before. Sophie is actually my best buddy’s name. Are you Sophie too? He..he..”
I asked her to get inside my car and off we went. I drove calmly as I was very happy to meet her again after this while. “Sophie, it’s very nice to meet you today. Let’s go for a drink before I send you home. Don’t worry, my treat, ok?” She smiled at once. Thank god, she smiled again at me! At the restaurant, I’d order iced lemon tea and lemon cheese cake for both of us. “Are you a mind reader? these are my favorite! Thanks ya!” she excitedly said it to me. Sophie doesn’t chance at all. She’s still the same person that I adore long ago. We enjoyed the meal with joy.
“So, tell me something about your past,” Sophie said. My heart beat fast suddenly.“Sophie, look… I have something to tell you and I hope that you won’t get mad. Actually, I was in the same class, middle school and neighborhood with you sometimes ago. Remember Slay?” Once again, she stunned. “Are you…”
“Yes, it’s me.” She stopped eating and played with the crump with her fork. “Why did you leave me after that day? I’ve been waiting for you the whole time! Don’t you even care about my feelings? I missed you like crazy!” I saw tears downpour her cheeks. She blushed. I handed her my handkerchief and she wipe them off.
“I rushed home that day. I was so scared to face with you again and I forgot to tell you that I am moving out on the next day. Mom told me that you came but I can’t help myself that time. I was too ill to come and see you. I sat up whole night crying. After we moved, I couldn’t find your address or phone number or anything. I was so sad you know. Sophie, I’m sorry…” she still sad. From her eyes, I could feel that she’s still angry at me. I know she also has something to tell me.
She looked up and said, “That evening, I wanted to tell you everything about your letter. I wanted to tell you about us and about Hans. Actually, he was a…” I put my index finger on her lips assigning her to stop. Then I added, “A student-exchange participant. I accidently met him and he told me everything. I knew I was wrong.” She was calmer after that. “So, we cool?” she nodded and pinched my hand. With her smile, she said, “Promise me that you will never leave me again?” “Ouch! Alright… I promise.” We went out from the restaurant side by side, holding hands. “Sophie… Keep smiling. You’re so beautiful when you smile.”
*All characters are not related to anyone alive or dead.
This is just a piece of mind…
THE TRUTH UNVEILED!
*Who is Hans?
Hans, the new boy in our class was the boy that I was Jealous of because I thought that Sophie will get along with him. Actually, he got no friend there as he was just a temporary student there.
*The letter I gave to Sophie is like this…
Sophie, I am sorry for acting strange after these while, actually I wanted to tell you that I like you so much and it’s ok if you don’t like me because I think you have your own choice already. I knew that I had made a lot of mistakes to you. I am the one who made our friendship became like this. I realized that I shouldn’t do that to you. From the bottom of my heart, I wanted to say sorry to you for all my wrong doings. I knew that I have too over the limit and I don’t have my guts to say sorry to you. I hoped that you’ll accept my apologize and please tell me what should I do to bring back our friendship. Sincerely, I am begging you to forgive me and I really need you, best friend. However, I know that it would be hard for you to forgive me. So, it’s up to you then. By the way, best of luck for the coming examination.
Bye…
*…and this was just a long dream. I was very ill that evening and I blacked out for a few days. When I woke up, I was in the hospital and Sophie was by my side. She accepted my apologize and we became close again after that. ;)
ACT 05: Screwed Up
“But if I let you go,
I will never know,
What my life would be,
Holding you close to me,
Will I ever see?
You smiling back at me,
How will I know?
If I let you go…”
Chorus from the song by Westlife; If I Let You Go filled up the space of my bedroom. I leaned against the wall, looking outside of my room where I saw 2 pigeons relaxing on an Oak tree. “Will I ever see, you smiling back at me…How will I know?” The lyric deeply struck my heart. What have I done?! Gaps… The song continued playing “Seasons in the Sun”. I flew 2 or 3 months back.
The song entitled, Lucky by Json Mraz and Colbie Caillat aired by Fly.fm which was my favorite radio station. “Hey Slay, do you think that I’ll be lucky enough to falling love with my best friend?” I spoke to Slay through the phone. He laughed at me and asked me whether I had fallen in love with someone. I didn’t think so. But deep in my heart, I thought so. “Hee…Hee…maybe,” I said. “So, let me guess then. Is the person has blonde long hair and a pair of glazing blue eyes?” I didn’t reply him as fast as he thought I will. However, I cackled a bit had made him assume my answer as “YES”.
She’s the only best friend that I have. I didn’t know since when did I start to have feelings on her. This South Bay View-born girl has her own characters that I adore. Chinese mix blood, good looking and has a fair family background. However, that’s not the facts why did I love her. I love when she is smiling. It’s so sweet. Soft-spoken, determined and a child-loving person. Usually, when I hanged out with the boys, her name often being spoken among us. Why? Sophie was admired by most of us. I just smiled. Gladfully, I’m her best friend after all.
So, when I told Slay that I admired only Sophie, he said that he would help me in this because I didn’t dare enough and didn’t know how could I tell her about my feelings. “Don’t worry dude. I’ll help. One day, I am sure that she’ll be yours as you’ve seek the Guru which is me to help you…HA! HA! HA!” We both burst out a loud laugh.
Slay helped me a lot to get Sophie. We both pretended that I didn’t know that Slay was helping me and I thought that Sophie wouldn’t discover that Slay and I were in the same team! PLAN A…succeeded. It was 2 weeks before Christmas. I thought that it would be the best time to tell her about my feelings by myself. However, bad luck! She started to avoid me! (At once, I guessed that she knew about the plans between me and Slay). So, I didn’t have any chance to tell her. Since that day, dark clouds covered my sky.
It was spring already which means only a few weeks left before the Master Examination! Quite a big problem for me, I guessed. I believed that I could make it. However, I still didn’t have any answer to get rid these dark clouds (to find the solution between me and her). As usual, I switched my stereo up to its volume limit and suddenly song from One Republic
Arghh!! I have to overcome this. Sophie, please tell me what should I do to make you smile back at me? I hate every time you show me your sour face (no smile at all). Please don’t be too serious. Then, I took out a piece of paper and wrote something and hoping that Sophie would read it if I handed it to her later.
“Sophie, I knew that I had made a lot of mistakes to you. I am the one who made our friendship became like this. I realized that I shouldn’t do that to you. From the bottom of my heart, I wanted to say sorry to you for all my wrong doings. I knew that I have too over the limit and I don’t have my guts to say sorry to you. I hoped that you’ll accept my apologize and please tell me what should I do to bring back our friendship. Sincerely, I am begging you to forgive me and I really need you, best friend. However, I know that it would be hard for you to forgive me. So, it’s up to you then.”
I’m screwed up. Served me right! If I knew this was going to happen, I won’t do anything! I was confused. Now, I just want everything to be normal again like before. I really hope that Sophie will smile back to me. That’ll be just enough. However, Sophie keeps showing me her sour-looking and serious face. She didn’t want to talk to me at all. Every night before sleep I’ll pray, “ I wish I had never done that”.
*All characters are not related to anyone alive or dead.
This is just a piece of mind…
ACT 04: The Awaken
Dinner was usual. Everything went normal except for me. “Achtung...Achtung... (Attention in Germany) Daddy have a good news and a bad news. The good news is I’ll double your pocket money starting next month and we will have a brand new PS3 at our home.” More pocket money? “Great dad! Thanks dad! But what’s the bad news then?”
It was my last day at Jackson Jackson
I still remember, I was in the car when I saw a beautiful girl just about my age strolling at the park with her friends. Among them, she was the one who caught my attention. I was fascinated by her lovely face, sweet smile and her blonde hair. That was the first time, I guessed that I admired a girl.
It was the first day at my new school. Everything seemed to be too awkward for me. I felt like I was stranded in the land of no man. I was alone there until I went into my new class.
“Class, meet our new member. Please give a brief about yourself.”
“Hi guys, I just moved here. Still a lot to learn and I need helps from you. That all, thank you.”
Mr. Jones asked James to move back So that I can sit at his place. The seat was comfortable. I can see the whiteboard clearly. I was looking around the class until…
“Hi! I’m Sophie. Nice to meet you.” My heart suddenly beat fast as it would blow soon. I blushed and shake her hand. “She’s the one that I saw in the park before!” I couldn’t believe myself sitting next to my admired girl in the class! Gosh…till the end of the day, I remained silent at my place…
Later, we had become a very close friend. Everyday, we’ll study together at home. In fact, we also walk to school together. She lived just 3 blocks next to my house. Every time we are together, I felt like in heaven with a very beautiful angel by my side.
One day, I asked Mom how does it feel when a person falls in love? She said that the person will always think about the loved one and sometimes they’ll act like a crazy man (smiling alone)… Just like you.” Then she laughed at me and added, “Honey, tell me who is that lucky girl? Sophie probably?” Mom’s always right. But I denied about the feeling because I thought that It’ll be too soon as we just known for each other for a couple of months. Even more, I don’t know how to tell her about this. Maybe I am scared about my past… but it’s better to try. So, I’ll wait for it.
*All characters are not related to anyone alive or dead.
This is just a piece of mind…
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